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1. Laila - Monita Tahalea (Indonesian Singer)  "Laila My heart is restless How awesome A night full of pain and tears. Laila I hear her voice Pray in silence Broken soul but believe in Her timing Rejoice in hope Be patient in trouble And persevere in prayer Hold on to you, my soul Laila Don't you know? Laila Didn't you hear? I shouted Far to help for me Rejoice in hope Be patient in trouble And persevere in prayer Be strong, you, my soul Now my heart surrenders Laila, my heart is sheltering In the shade of the Most High In the protection of the dawn In the tight embrace of God's hand"   2. Easy on me - Adele "There ain't no gold in this river That I've been washin' my hands in forever I know there is hope in these waters But I can't bring myself to swim When I am drowning in this silence Baby, let me in Go easy on me, baby I was still a child Didn't get the chance to Feel the world around me I had no time to choos...

                  I have been interested in a long time ago about the idea of how to #Survivewithoutmoney. The question remains to develop as time goes by. Every time I have struggled, and every time I go to explore a new place, the solution has always guided me into the truly basics of life. Then I was noticed, that every stress in me, every depression that I felt, or every struggle that I had will get an answer to come back and live a basic life which to feel enough with the potential food around that we can harvest from our garden, don't have anxiety when we don't have much money to start a day and also to appreciated life in a different level.    Through my solo traveling around Indonesia, I noticed this country has a really big potential from the land that we live in, the land where we build the house to take care of our family, and the sea where many divers and rare water creatures are based on and got a blessing wit...

   Hi, I'm Venny - an enthusiastic and experienced in the freelance interior design and Set Design field from Indonesia, with a strong passion and ability to offer a fresh concept for designing the complexity of a new task. The experience I acquired during my previous work, as well as knowledge obtained through studies, make me able to tackle a wide array of potential problems. I completed my work in the movies industry before as a set designer and start to look for challenging projects and opportunities to help businesses achieve their marketing goals through engaging visual interior designs. However, currently, I started also to launch my other project as a  Virtual Travel Assistance  within Indonesia to develop and broaden my hidden skills in arranging a trip for tourists to go to Indonesia easily, especially after we have been passed the pandemic and that I'm pretty sure as a traveler we still needed to adapt with the new travel rule after Covid-19 to go to a new...

  THE PRAYERS There is something strange with my mother's prayer. Prayers that have been spoken are like sentences that had unintentionally strung. The words she seemed to want to convey but were implied to her the universe participates in every word he utters. Then, one by one's finds a way so that the baby will find a place for every word and sentence that has finally been spoken, for every desired time in the world of the child she loves.   Ada yang aneh dengan doa ibundaku doa yang terucap seperti kalimat yang diuntai tanpa disengaja kata-kata yang sepertinya ingin dia sampaikan namun tersirat padanyalah semesta turut serta akan setiap kata yang diucapkannya lalu, satu persatu menemukan jalannya agar sang buah hati mendapatkan tempat bagi setiap kata dan kalimat yang akhirnya terucap untuk setiap waktu yang diharapkannya didalam dunia sang anak yang dikasihinya.   An Ambiguous Person If it's in dim and vague, can bring a calm how about the sparkling and frenetic sky I...

    The Third , about my romantic relationship. I have been struggle about love life since i was 17, and my experience always teach me how to cope with a strange rejection. Last year also the same, i met many guys from Online dating and from my friends recommendations who try to match making me in order to help me to stay longer. I have to face the same rejection but in a different way than what i experienced before, for instance, when i started to date with local citizens and they know i came from Asian, they told me aha you're just kind of girl who want to try to use me for your purpose to stay in here or they thought that my love life is a shortcut for getting visa lol. They didn't know the reason why i came there, they even didn't know about my journey and how i really feel like there is something in Sweden that will help me to found a piece of puzzle that i am looking for but yeah its nothing hahaha.. its also a funny experience to get to know a guy from anyw...

           My whole life before I came to Sweden, I didn't know how it feels like to be lonely.. I've been living separately with my family since I was 15 to live close to my school, and I continue moving to pursue my study in college also when I start to work and has been traveling alone without any company in meantime, so I would say that I am pretty getting used to being alone to do everything to live but to feel lonely? I never experienced those kinds of feeling at all. I was 24yo when I arrived in Sweden. There is no complete doubt in me to go to a new country for the first time because I believe everywhere is my home. So I do not worry whether I will get lost or so on. I feel fulfilled and content even during my stay in Sweden. I've been through a lot of shit all of sudden during my stay, but I felt there is a higher power that always drags me out, keeping me safe and helping me in every pathway that I've experienced. When I don't have money, fo...

    After almost six months of living in my home country, the memory of what was happening in the past ten months living in Sweden can't vanish all of sudden. I still trying to deal with it and also dealing with the feeling that never stops wondering around and popping up the question many times such as am I such a loser? Why after my hard time over there I still can't figure out how to stay in Sweden?. How I could go back? Why do I hear it was easy for them to stay but not in my case? Why You god! not allow me to stay over there? and if you're not letting me stay at least give me a clue about how I can move on from it but nothing. I was being negative, stuck on my sadness swamp literally since the first time I arrive here. It is a strange experience in my life I feel suffering a lot yet at the same time I found a little happiness in it and I would say that is the thing that I miss... I feel alive when I can survive on my stand.     I decided today, after h...